Found a old file of mine…
An excel spreadsheet, it’s a calendar. I mantianed it only for a few short months end of 2009 to early 2010.
I instantly recognised it. I flicked to the sheet labelled ‘2009’. The date 20th of December, highlighted red.
I felt the blood drain from my lips leaving them cold and numb. Depression swept through me.
I write this thinking has it really been that long…